Lang magawa pero dapat may gawin. Hehehe. Posting a survey from friendster. :)

Four NICKNAMES YOU GO BY:
1.Andrea
2.Andoi
3.Cheeze
4.Best friend (This one's for my cousins. :p)

> Four THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.I am persistent.
2.I am corny. Haha.
3.I want to try different things.
4.I know when to be serious/kalog.. You get the idea.

> Four THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.I am too shy at times.
2.I procrastinate.. --->Me too!
3.I can be evil as well. Hehe.
4.I feel like I'm too nice sometimes.

> Four THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1.Chemical bonding. ACK!!!
2.Why my parents think the way they think
3.Why I still have friggin' colds
4.Why I'm answering this survey instead of starting my paper for Socio

> Four THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1.things not going as expected -->Me too.
2.My colds
3.Inds
4.Cab drivers who refuse to bring you to where you're supposed to go

> Four OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.Food
2.Sleep
3.People
4.Something to think about?

> Four OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1.Burn
2.Hands to Heaven
3.I love you for sentimental reasons
4.If I Ain't Got You *Eto lang yung maalala ko...*

> Four PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1.Ben
2.My sisters
3.Kuya Lem
4.Me? Hehehe. Loner.

> Four THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1.A really good/forceful 45 kick
2.Tell my crush that I have a crush on him? Haha.
3.Go home by myself via riding the jeepney
4.Confide to my parents

> Four OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.Sleep
2.Sleep
3.Read
4.Think

> Four THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1.Abs
2.Inspiration/motivation to study
3.A massage
4.Some sign that he knows me or something... Hehehe :)

> Four PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1.Paris
2.Rome
3.New Zealand
4.Hawaii

> Four THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.Travel
2.Discover some sort of cure for a certain disease; Teach part-time.
3.Have kids.. Start a family. :)
4.Marry the guy I really love -> Yeah.. :)

> Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1.Socio paper
2.Chem exam
3.Math assignment
4.Him?

> Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink :
1.Water
2.Water
3.Water
4.Orange Juice

> Names you would give to your children...
1.Erk... Still haven't thought about it

Wala lang. :) Hehehe. Had no classes last Wednesday and Thursday... And I've been bumming around during that time. HAHA. :) Good thing we had classes yesterday. Baka nabulok na ko dito sa bahay. I saw him. Haha. And I heard him speak. Shit. Am so pathetic. Hehehe. :) Di ko lang kasi masabi sa blockmate ko... Grabe... :) I didn't train today. Grr... May sakit pa kasi ako. I watched Amelie instead with my sisters. It's really interesting. Cute. Kilig. Haha :) It was nice. Yun. :) And... WE WON! HAHAHAHA! :) Go UP! Heehee. :) Galing! :p

Better start conceptualizing for my Socio paper. Grrr... :)

avoidant

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Found out my class standing in Chem. Erlack. Baba... La lang. Nakakadismaya. Nung high school ako, sobrang nakakabwisit yung mga ganito. Pero nag iba na nga ang panahon. Haaaay. Ang solusyon lang ay mag aral at bumawi sa long exams. Hehehehe. :)

Nakita ko siya kahapon. Nakagreen siya (at naka red ako.) Pwede noh? Hehehe. At habang naglalakad ako papuntang CS, may nakita akong couplet na naka red at green din. IT'S A SIGN! Ack. Hindi. Binibigyan ko lang ng ibig sabihin. Hehehe. Pero libreng namang magpantasya diba? :)

Umulan ngayon at suspendido ang klase. Ata. Dapat. Kasi di ako nag PE tas practical pa naman namin... Pero yun. Ngayon galit sa aking ang kapatid ko kasi ewan. Ang labo.

Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery.
- Albus Dumbledore
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
(Kakatapos ko lang kasing basahin ulit yung GOF. Heehee. Addict.)

Comm 3 Panel Discusssion tomorrow. Will have to practice/prepare now. Ack.

I'm sick. I've had a terrible cold (and cough) these past few days. Sobrang icky ng feeling... Nakakainis pa kasi di ako pinayagan ng Mommy kong maglaro kahapon. Pahinga muna... Haaaay... Kailan ba to mawawala? ... Aaaah...

Anyhow, I went to AC's debut last Friday. Got to see my high school mates that I don't usually see during lunch outs. *Hi Aika, Kat D., Angela, Mich, Bianx, Pam, and Maisa!* Heehee. The night was filled with good music, good vibes, ... Basta masaya (kahit na nakakaramdam ng kaunting loneliness, bitterness... HAHA!). :) And, I'm happy for AC! Idol! Hehehe :)

Last Friday, I saw him in his classroom. I think he looked toward us. Sana! :) Hehehe. And, we were wearing tops of the same color - blue! Heehee :) Stalker na ba toh? :) AND.. WE WON AGAINST AdU! HAHAHAHA! GO MAROONS!

I saw your pic. And you looked soooo happy with her... Siyempre di ako masaya.. Ako pa? Sa sobrang bitter ko... Pero alam mo yun. Basta ok ka, ok na rin sa akin kahit parang pakiramdam ko nasagasaan na ko ng malaking truck. Haaay.. Until now, I still don't understand what happened, or what I did wrong. Please talk to me soon... Please... I really miss you.

I just found out that Sir Belardo and Ms. Magcamit's baby Hope passed away... She was truly an angel.

No classes today! Bwahahahaha! :) Since I'm on a bum-couch potato mode, I watched Man on Fire on DVD. I am such a fan of Denzel Washington. Ang ganda niya para sa akin. Hehehe. Highly recommended! Wala lang. :)

Anyhow, we had another class lunch yesterday. Sa wakas, marami na rin yung pumunta. Hehehe. Pero parang wala rin kasi pagdating namin nina Enya at Ben, karamihan sa kanila ay umalis na rin. Ack!!! :) Hmm.. After eating lunch at Mcdo, Ben, Enya, Tanya, Mia, Mandi, Cla, and I went to the Ateneo. Feeling turista nga ako eh. Hehehe. On our way to their cafe, we saw their classrooms. Ang ganda. Ang linis. Ang luwang. Hehehe. Sana ganun din sa amin pero ayos lang. :) Di naman ako masyadong nagrereklamo. Moving on.... Hehehe :) We stayed at the caf and we saw Karla, Be, Beba, Bogs, Marj, and Paola. Grabe... I missed my high school mates. I was talking to Marj about Math, our IP mates, Macy, and stuff. :) Hehehe. Wala lang. Ben, Tanya, and I left the Ateneo and went back to the University. :)

When we got back, I then went to the gym for PE class. We were supposed to have our practical exam but (un)fortunately, Sir Mats wasn't around. So... We practiced our forms, kicks, and blocks. Grabeng workout yun. Haaaay....

After PE class, I went to Vinzon's for Sikad training. I was late, late, and late. Hehehe. :) Anyway, when I got there, Ate Chie taught me how to pass and how to perform a thigh trap. Parang madali pero medyo nahirapan ako. Kinakabahan kasi ako dahil wala akong alam. Haha! After the drills, I participated in my first soccer game. Sobrang ewan... Pero nakasipa ako! Yey!!! :) Ang saya!... Kahit na ngayon, yung legs ko patay na, masaya pa rin. I definitely want to play again. :) I now know why Ben looks forward to every training day! :)

Well, I'm off with my Chem book. ACK!!!!!!!!!!

My tummy's growling.. Am hungry. Haha. Wala lang :)

Just watched Sex and the City.. Season 6 premieres on HBO tonight. La lang. I missed that show... Haaay.. It's not just about sex. Kanina nga Carrie was asking why do we keep on investing on finance and dating? If the first date/stock goes well, the stakes get higher. Siyempre pag di mabuti panget din... Wala lang ulit. Napaisip ako dun kahit na di ako lumalabas/pumupunta sa mga date... Why do we take the risk?

Moving on, I got my Math midterm result today. Ha! I passed! :) I did well, I think. Sobrang sayang kasi ang careless ko.... Grrr.... Kailangang gamutin ang carelessness ko... Haaay... :) We also had a friggin' quiz during chem lec. Ack! Careless din. Ang baba ng quizzes ko... Sana talaga pwede pang ma exempt. Ayokong mag finals!!!! Hmm.. More chem stuff. During lab period, we performed the unknown analysis. Swerte kasi dalawa lang yung ions na nakuha kong solution tas thiocyanate at ammonium lang... Hehehe. Swerte :) Tas wala pa kaming lab sa Friday! Wala rin kaming Math. YEY!! :)

After a week?, I finally saw him again. Ha! Ang saya... He was walking around the AS lobby and I was hanging around... Grabe. Dapat sinundan ko siya palabas kaagad. Haaay... Tamang tama lang yung pag alis ko ng lab. Siguro maaga rin silang natapos. :) Heehee. :)

Taekwondo practicals tomorrow. Crappity crap! Hehehe. Have to practice my foundation form one. :) And... First training day with Sikad. Sana di ako masyadong olats.. *Excited!!!* :p

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH! Wala lang. Hehehe.

The departmental Math Midterm Examination was held today (8-10 AM). And now it's over. Bwahahaha. The exam was relatively ok I guess. It was just long and exhausting. Hehehe :) *I hope I pass... Well not just pass.. :)*

I'm also joining UP FC Sikad this sem. It's a soccer organization and I joined because I was sort of forced ... Hahah! Di naman napilitan talaga.. Napilitang sumali ngayong sem. :) The members seem very friendly and accommodating. :) La lang. Sana di ako masyadong olats para masaya! :p At saka sabi nila mukhang athlete daw ako.. O diba!?!? Hehehe.

I don't know what else to say. Ack! Parang natanggalan ng tinik yung dibdib ko dahil tapos na yung midterms pero ang dami pang kasunod. Grrrrr....

Calendar Update: (sort of..)

August 18 - Taekwondo Practical Examination
August 19 - Quezon City Day; NO CLASSES
August 20 - Chem Lab Unknown Analysis
August 26 - Comm 3 Panel Discussion
August 31 - National Heroes' Day?; NO CLASSES
September 4 - Chem 16 Second Long Examination ACK!!!!!!!

Di masyadong mabigat yung load ko... Sort of. Hehehe :) Wala lang.

Tinamaan ako sa likod ng softball kanina. At di nga siya soft. Sa katunayan, napaiyak pa ko sa sakit. PANO BA NAMAN di ata tumitingin yung nagbabato o yung sumasalo ng bola kanina... Akala ko parang tennis ball lang yung ginagamit nila para sa kanilang 'catch and throw'. Yun pala isang mas malaki at mas matigas na bagay. Kaya pag tumama ito sa'yo sa isang mataas na belosidad? (Basta velocity) ay talagang masakit... (Kasi nga F=ma .. Hehehe :p)

Kaya pala medyo ako matagal na nawala ay dahil sa nagkasakit ako nung Biyernes. Nilagnat ako at di nakapagtest sa chem. Kainis. Wala pa namang make up. Grrrr.... Babala lang sa iba diyan. Mag ingat kasi uso ang trangkaso ngayon! Uminom ng maraming tubig at ng vitamins! :) Hehehe. Mahirap magkasakit eh.. La lang.

Hmm... Medyo huli na to pero nung Sabado at Linggo ay ginanap ang UPCAT. (Nag UPCAT yung si Ming nung Linggo..) Nung nag UPCAT ako nung isang taon, sobrang ewan.. Kaba? Hehehe. Ang aga ko ngang natulog eh... Actually, humiga kasi di ako nakatulog kaagad sa kaba. At maaga rin akong dumating sa Alonzo Hall (CHE) at pumila nang matagal. Yung kaharap ko nga sa pila, kinausap pa ng mga magulang ko eh. Hehe. Kakatuwa. :D Pagpasok namin, siyempre pinaupo kami, medyo ipinaliwanag yung mga 'mechanics', at nagumpisa na kaming sumagot. Haha. Ang haba, grabe! :) Di na nga ko nakakain eh. Mentos lang ata yung nasubo ko. :) Pero ok lang kasi natapos rin siya eventually. :D Haaay... Pag uwi ko nga, natulog ako at napanaginipan ko pa yung mga sagot ko sa UPCAT. Ano ba yun??! :) Tulad ng ginawa ni Kri, meron din akong UPCAT Do's and Don'ts sort of... Hmm... Medyo pareho lang din pero iba siyempre kasi akong magsasabi. Ha! Labo! :)

1. Mag aral paunti unti bago ng UPCAT. Wag sana yung sa gabi bago ng UPCAT pero kanya kanya naman yan eh. :)
2. Matulog nang maaga. Magpahinga. Magrelax bago ng pagsusulit. :)
3. Kumain nang marami bago pumuntang UP. Kundi marami, basta kumain. Haaay.. Mahaba ang test at baka maubusan ng powers. HAHA!
4. Magdasal. Meron akong dasal bago mag test eh... Dasal siya kay St. Cupertino... Ayon kasi sa guro ko sa piyano, si St. Cupertino daw medyo 'mahina' tas ilang beses na siyang pinagtest sa seminarya at di siya pumapasa. Binigyan siya ng huling pagkakataon, at nung panahong tinanong na siya, yung tanong ay yung alam niya ang sagot. Dahil dun, nanatili pa rin sya sa seminarya. Basta parang ganun. :p
5. Um... Pace yourself. (Di ko alam yung katumbas niyan sa wikang Filipino!) Basta wag masyadong mabagal. Mga 300 na tanong yun kasi...
6. Mag ingat sa pagitim ng mga bilog sa answer sheet! Baka kasi may mga malaktawan kayong tanong.... In short, don't be careless.
7. Magdala ng maraming lapis at pambura. Hehehe. Nakapito ata ako nung isang taon eh :)
8. Magdala rin ng pwedeng kainin habang sumasagot ng UPCAT. Pwedeng cookies, chocolate, candy... Basta madiling kainin at walang amoy. :)
9. Magdala ng jacket. Malamig kasi dun sa pinagtestan ko eh!
10. Magsuot ng swerteng damit. Kahit feeling swerte mo lang :) Ako kasi, sa lahat ng mga araw na kumuha ako ng college entrance test, pare-pareho yung pantalon, sapatos, at jacket ko. Nakapasa naman kaya swerte rin :)

Yun lang yung naiisip ko ngayon.. Hmm.. Pwede rin siguro sagutan mo lahat ng tanong. Haha. :) Ginawa ko yun eh kahit yung iba parang walang sagot. Kahit ano pang mga paalala o payong ibigay ko o ng ibang tao, ang mahalaga ay yung ginawa mo lahat ng makakaya mo. Hmm... What matters is that you gave it your 100%. At pag di ka nakapasa sa paaralang gusto mo, baka ibig sabihin may mas maganda at mas malaking plano ang Diyos para sa'yo. :)

Kamakailan ay nakaramdam ko ng ibang klaseng kalungkutan. HA! Ang drama... Grabe :) Di ko nga rin alam kung bakit eh. Pakiramdam ko kasi ang 'lonely' ko, na kailangan ko ng 'someone'... Ewan. Dahil sa kakaibang emosyon na ito (at sa sobrang frustration sa di ko masagot na problem sa math), naiyak ako kagabi. Ang babaw pero ganun talaga! Mababaw ako. Gusto ko ngang mayakap kagabi eh. Ang lamig kasi... :D Hehe. Ewan. Basta my loneliness is killing me now(Diba Ben?) Haaay... It's a good thing some nice people come to your aid when you're feeling all alone. Salamat :p Thanks for telling me that it's just a phase and that eventually, I'll find someone.. Kung sino man yun :) Thank you for bearing with me despite my shallowness, moodiness? and my being emotional. Hehehe. Di ko nga alam kung bakit ko kinukwento sa'yo yun eh. Di ka naman nagkukwento sa akin. Pero ayos lang.. Alam kong ganun ka lang talaga. :) Basta salamat. :) Hehehe. :P Dapat alam mong ikaw toh ah. Haha :)

Anyhow, mag aaral na naman ako. Grabe na toh.. Math midterms na sa Sabado... Haaaaaay..... :)

I'm done with my Socio report. Ayos naman. Medyo sabog lang kasi kabado talaga... Even though it's sabog, my professor gave me a thumbs-up.. Malaking bagay na yun :) My chem lab practical however, didn't turn out as I hoped it would be. I was friggin' nervous and all.. Grabe.. Ang baba ko na kasi di ako nakapag pipette at titrate (that's minus 9) and I made some stupid mistakes... Haaay... I just hope that I pass.. Babawi na lang ako sa susunod. Buti na lang walang lab sa Friday.. (Pero pangit din yun kasi...) In addition to these, my MBB exam was moved to Monday (YEY!) and that's it I guess.. Mga update update lang. :) And, I didn't see him today. Crappy day! ACK!

Today, by the way, was the first time I commuted to school. HAHA. Salamat at nakaraing ako nang matiwasay sa UP. :D

Anyhow, since lunch time my LSS has been Burn... Bakit kaya?.. :)

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that
I-love-you
I justI feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feelI know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Tell me, how do you let it burn?...