Kagabi'y nasimulan ko nang ikuwento ang mga nangyari sa akin noong ako'y nagtungo sa bukid. Durugtungan ko siya ngayon.. :)

Natapos ata ang aking kwento sa aking muntik na pagkahimatay sa may palayan.. Mainit kasi.... SOBRA! At nakakapagod. Naubusan ata ako ng likido (?) sa katawan. Buti na lang at dinala ko ang aking coleman. Pero yun nga.. Bumalik na kami doon sa may pinagiwanan namin ng aming mga gamit. Dumaan ulit kami sa may pilapil at..... Bigla akong natalisod/ nahulog... Basta nahulog ako sa may putikan.. At napasigaw ako ng "P***ng**a" nang malakas... At ang nakakatawa pa dito ay nauuna sa aming maglakad sina Bb. Wada at sumusunod naman si G. J. Castro... Grabe! :) Hehehehe :) Buti na lang at isang sapatos lang ang naputikan... Haaay..

Sa wakas! .. Nakarating na rin kami sa aming paroroonan.. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang sayang aking nadama nung nakarating na kami doon... Grabe! Kaya nga nung pagdating namin ay umupo na ako kaagad, nagtanggal ng sapatos, naglinis ng kamay, nilabas ang aking baong pananghalian at.... KUMAIN... Sobrang sarap umupo at magpahinga sa lilim... Haaay..... Pagkatapos kong kumain ng pananghalian ay kumain na naman ako ng tsokolate at Lays.. Hehehe.. Ang takaw noh? Ang dami ko atang nakain eh.. Pero kain pa rin ng kain. Medyo asar ko nga kasi pinipilit kong kumuha/ humingi yung mga kaklase ko at katabi ng Lays para maubos na siya. Gusto ko kasing mabawasan yung mga dala ko. Ang bigat kasi ng aking bag. Mahirap maglakad nang malayuan. Pagkatapos kong kumain ay naupo lang ako.. Medyo nakipagkwentuhan sa mga kaklase ko. Nakinig din ako sa pagkanta nila Ben, Minette, at Kat... Ang astig nila..... :D Pagkalipas siguro ng isang oras ay bumalik na si Ka Daning at sinabing maggigiik na kami ng palay. Kaso 12 ata ang gagawa noong bawat klase. Matatagalan ata pag kaming lahat ang maggigiik eh.. Pero yun. Naiwan ako... Hehehe.. At dahil naiwan ako ay ginamit ko ang pagkakataong iyon para... MATULOG. Hahaha! Sabi nga nila Ben at Monique na matagal yung pagtulog ko eh. Pagal na pagal na kasi ako.......

Mga alas 2 na ata ng hapon nang bumalik ang iba kong mga kamag aral na naggiik.. Hinintay din naming magsimula ang panghuling bahagi ng aming 'farm visit'.. Yun yung maikling pagbahagi at repleksyon ng aming mga kamag aral, guro, at pati na rin ng mga manggagawang bukid.

Habang ako'y nakikinig sa kanilang mga pagbabahagi, aking natanto ang mga sumusunod:
Una: Kaming mga mag aaral ay sobrang swerte dahil kami'y nakapag aaral at nakakaranas ng mga 'luxuries in life.'
Ikalawa: Dahil binigyan kami ng Diyos ng pagkakataong makapag aral, kami ri'y binigyan Niya ng responsibilidad para ipaglaban ang katwiran at karapatan ng mga dehado, napagsasamantalaan at naapi nating mga kababayan tulad ng mga magsasaka.
Ikatlo: Kahit na kami'y mga bata pa lamang, may magagawa kami... At yun ang mas mahalaga!
Ikaapat: Dapat nating igalang ang mga magsasaka...
Panghuli: Ang mundo'y isang malaking silid aralan at tayong lahat ay bahagi nito...

Sa kabuuan, naniniwala akong ang aming pagpunta sa bukid ay naging makabuluhan. Mas naging mulat kami bilang mga mamamayan ukol sa isyung panlipunan. Naranasan nga namin ang ginagawa ng mga magsasaka araw araw.. At talagang mahirap yaon!... Dahil doon nagkaroon ako ng kakaiba't bagong pagrespeto sa kanila.... Basta yun.. Mapapahaba pa to nang lalo pag dinugtungan ko pa.. :) Basta masaya ang farm visit! The best talaga! :)

Nakarating pala kami sa Miriam College nang mga alas 7 ng gabi.. Nanood din kami ng Meteor Garden pauwi.. Sobrang kilig!!! AAAAHHHH! Gwapo ni Lei. Sana ako na lang si Shan Cai... Haaaay.. :) At dumaan pala kami sa Petron (Expressway)... Masarap ang Coke......Pamatid uhaw talaga! :) Umuwi rin pala akong nakasuot ng shorts. Hehehe.. Malayo nga yung nilakad namin pabalik eh. Mukha daw akong 'scarecrow' ayong kay Ben kapag nakasuot ako ng sombrero at may hawak na palay. Wala lang! *Bangag* Hehehehehe.. Alas 12 na kasi ng umaga eh.. :)

Nag 'trick or treat' din pala ang aking mga pinsan at kapatid kanina... Alalay ako.. Hehehehe.. Sayang nga at di nanalo si Kirsten ng 'Cutest Costume' pero naniniwala akong siya ang mas karapat dapat na manalo nun.. (Biased..) Hehehehe :)

Astig din ang Survivor kanina.. WOOHOO! :) The best.. Tsk tsk.. Hehehehe :) Dapat panoorin ng lahat ng tao. Gwapo ni Andrew at Ryan O.. Teehee :p

Irrational Numbers..

Ano kaya ang bagay sa aking pakiramdam? Emosyon?

You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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Of Greek Gods...

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Ang daming mga pagsusulit! Hahaha!

Aking isasalaysay ang aking karanasan sa bukirin ng Barangay Dakila, Malolos, Bulacan...

Nagsimula ang lahat noong alas 4 y medya ng umaga, ika 29 ng Oktubre 2003. Nagising ako mula sa aking maikling paghimbing.. Pagkatapos, ako'y kumain, at naghanda para sa inaantabayanan kong pagpunta sa bukid.. Nang pagkatapos kong magbihis (ako'y nakasuot ng lumang maong, at puting kamiseta..), naghintay ako para magising ang aking natutulog na ama.. Medyo natagalan bago siya magising (mga malapit ng mag alas 6) kaya kinabahan ako. Baka kasi maiwan ako ng bus eh.. Sa kabutihang palad ay nagising na ang aking ama. Naligo siya, nagbihis at nagsimula na kaming pumunta sa aking paaralan.. (Kasama ko pala ang aking kapatid na si Mioks.)

Dumating ako sa Miriam College nang mga alas 6 y medya.. At pagkadating ko ay sumakay na ako kaagad sa aming bus. Konti pa lang ang tao kaya't nakapili ako ng aming upuan ng aking kaparehang si Ben.. Pagkatapos nun ay bumaba ako, nagtungo sa banyo, umihi at bumalik ulit sa bus.. Dumating si Ben bago mag alas 7.. Medyo kumain pa ako, nakipagtsismisan at nagpakuha ng litrato bago umalis.. Hehehehe :) Ang saya! ... Noong nandun na ang lahat ay nagsimula ng umandar ang bus... Habang kami'y paalis ay nagdasal kami ng rosaryo sa pamumuno si Ck.. Hindi nga ako nakinig eh.. *bad..tsk tsk* kasi inaantok ako.. Hehe........ Nag'lakbay' siguro kami nang mga humigit kumulang dalawang oras.... Kumain na naman kami ni Ben ng masarap na pagkain.. Heheheh.. Pinahiran din namin ang aming mga sarili ng 'sunblock' para hindi umitim.. At sa wakas, nakarating na rin kami sa aming pupuntahan - ang Barangay Dakila sa Malolos, Bulacan.. (Nakakita pala kami ni Ben ng isang malaking poster ni Marc Nelson.. Grabe.....) Pagdating namin ay medyo nagkagulo ang aking mga kamag aral. May paalala kasi ang aming guro ukol sa mga donasyong aming dala.. Iiwan daw namin sa may bus dahil kukunin ng mga magsasaka. May mga di nakarinig sa likod.. Ang iba nama'y naguluhan.. Yung mga kaharap ko ay di malaman ang gagawin kasi may mga dala silang mabigat kaya gusto nilang iwan. Pero kung iiwanan ba nila ito ay kukunin din ba ito ng mga magsasaka dahil akala nila'y donasyon din ang mga ito? (Labo?) Basta yun. Magulo.. :) (Iniwan ko pala ang aking dinalang kanin para sa mga magsasaka.. Pati yung ibang pagkaing inihanda ng aming klase para sa kanila..)

Pag baba namin ng bus ay napansin ng nakararami sa amin na mainit.. Sobrang init.. (Pero sila Paola, Bogs, at Be ay balot na balot pa rin.. Hehehe.. Ayaw kasing umitim.. Promotions.. :p) Hehehehe.. Pero yun.. Kahit na mainit ang panahon ay pinaglakad pa rin kami nang napakalayo... SOBRANG LAYO!!! Grabeng layo.. As in... Parang namanhid na nga yung aking mga braso (May bitbit akong coleman at plastic..) ... At yung mga tuhod ko... Pati likod... Parang nabali na... Grabe.. Pagkatapos siguro ng ilang minutong paglalakad sa ilalim ng matinding init ng araw ay..... NAKARATING NA RIN KAMI.. *Alleluia!* Haaay salamat!

Sa aming pagdating ay tinanggap kami ni Ka Daning, ang sekretarya ng Kilusang Magbubukid ng Pilipinas.. Hinintay muna naming makarating lahat ng mag aaral mula sa walong pangkat bago simulan ang maikling programa.. Ang programang iyon ay isa lamang pagpapaliwanag sa mga gagawin namin sa araw na iyon.. Sa umaga'y maggagapas kami ng palay.. Pagkatapos ay kami'y magtatanghalian nang sabay sabay.. Salu salo kung baga.. Tapos, ang palay na aming ginapas ay igigiik (thresing).. At magkakaroon ng maikling repleksyon at pagdarasal pagkatapos ng aming mga gawain.. Ipinakilala rin ang mga magsasakang aming makakasama.. Sina Ka Ruping at Ka Oniang lamang ang aking naaalala.....

Pagkatapos ng maikling orietasyon ay nagtungo na kami sa palayan ni Ka Oniang.. Haay.. Habang kami'y patungo roon ay dumaan kami sa makikitid na daan na ang tawag ay pilapil.. May isa ngang bahagi na puro langgam.. Grabe! Umabot ata hanggang sa hita ko yung langgam na yun eh.. Kinagat ako.. At makati! .. Kaya binilisan namin ng aking mga kaklase ang pagkalad para makaiwas sa mga pulang langgam.. Pagkaraan ng aming pagtakbo at pagmamadali ay naabot na rin namin yung dapat naming puntahan.. Binigyan kami ng aming kasamang magbubukid (di ko kasi nakuha yung pangalan eh..) ng mga liklik (?) at tinuruan kaming maggapas... Nung una'y medyo ayaw ko pa kasi natatakot ako na kinakabahan.. Pero napasabak na rin ako.. Hehehehe.. Masaya pala siya.. Hehehe.. Hindi ko nga alam kung ilang 'bundles' ang naggapas ko.. Ramdam na ramdam ko kasi ang pagiging magsasaka kuno. Hehehehe :) Pero dahil dun nasobrahan ata ako na sumakit yung likod ko at nahilo ako.. Sobra kasing init ng araw, at nakasuot ako ng long sleeves. Tapos nun mga isang oras kaming nagagapas ng palay. Nanilim na nga yung paningin ko eh. Buti na lang may tubig akong dala at nandun si Tania at Ben kundi malamang mahihimatay ako sa gitna ng palayan.. *buntong hininga..*

Hanggang dito na lang muna ang aking kwento.. Medyo napahaba siya.. :) Hanggang sa susunod na pagkakataon.. :p

*Lilipat na pala kami ng bahay sa ika 8 ng Nobyembre..* YEY! :p

I feel shitty.. I am crap.. I hate myself....

I'm still making the write up for the Annual.. It's a good thing it was ok for me to submit it on Monday.. (Thanks Aika!) .........

I'm stumped... Grrrr............

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Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
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Borderline:	Low
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My eyes hurt.. Am sleepy.. Tired.. School's too exhausting... *yawns* I miss the SG.. :(

It's been six (?) days since I last blogged. Nothing really happened. Hehehe :) Anyway, I have to make a write up for my club, which happens to be the Annual.. And I'm not much of a gifter writer (crap), but I have to do this..... Grrrr.... What if I make something, and Aika (text ed) doesn't like what I wrote?? Will she reject my "piece"?? Gawd.. That'd feel really shitty....

Aside from the friggin write up, I still have to read three pages of Mga Ibong Mandaragit.. Haaaay.. And when I read Chapter 24, I found this really funny quote.. I guess it may not be funny for others, but I still think it's funny. It's, "Kung baga sa isang hinete'y ang kanyang pagkakilala at karanasan sa iba- ibang klase ng pangarera. Mayroon sa kanilang mainit at masugid na handang tumakbo kahi't dalawang milyang walang tigil, at may pangmaiklian nguni't ibinibigay ang lahat ng lakas at apo na parang isang dinamo...." Hehehehe :p

I also got to talk to an old friend last night.. Heehee :) I missed that person a lot, and I enjoyed "reminiscing" funny stories and experiences with him. Heheheh :)

I will be taking the USTET on Sunday.. Crap! I haven't been studying because I was expecting that I would be getting a November 16 slot.. After all, I only passed my application yesterday.. Good thing, Ben and I have the same building. Heheheh :) I hope I do well.. Teehee.. :p

Everyday is bangag day.. :) *still haven't started the write up* Tsk tsk..

Also, Teacher Ed gave us marbles.. :) They were soooo cute! He bought them in Ohio (if I'm not mistaken..) He's so sweet! :p And he also talked about his trip.. It was quite interesting! :) Heehee.. :)

"Be the difference that the world needs." -- Teacher Ed

.. I got the rest of my exam results this week. Apparently, I didn't fail my English exam.. THANK GOD! They lowered the total score, and they made several corrections on some items.. :) Good thing.. :p Hehehe.. Also, my other exam grades were quite alright.. :p But in a way, I feel sort of disappointed with myself... I know I'm capable of doing better (which sucks..) Hehe.. :p Nonetheless, I'm quite happy with the results.. I didn't expect them to be that way.. Haha! :)

This is bangag talk.. Am soooooooooo sleepy.. Better sleep. Why is Bush coming over? Why does our government have to spend sooooooooooo much money on his very very short visit? They could have used the money to buy food for the impoverished members of our nation instead of spending it all on Bush.. Crap...

Happy Birthday Tibs and SG! *mwah*

We finally got the results for our English exam today... Hehe.. And guess what? I failed. My score: 49/80. Joke time! :) Hahaha! It's definitely a first. Teehee.. Don't get me wrong. I'm not happy that I failed. Of course I'm disappointed and upset, but what's done is done. It's all in the past. You just gotta eat it. (From Jason Williams) And besides the test itself was...... :) Hahahaha! Anyway, I just got to do better this quarter.. :)

We got our grad pic proofs today also. Joke time pictures as well.. Especially my informal. Haha! :) Cowgirl - ish.. Heeheehee :) I'm still deciding whether or not to get the informal pic. It costs too much. 12 wallet size pictures will cost you 700 pesos. OMG! :) But I'll probably get them. Weird (?)

I sound sooooooooooooooooo bangag today.. I don't like the feeling. Hahaha! Better get some sleep. :)

It's been five (?) days since I last blogged.. Anyway, we had our friggin' exams this week. Here's a brief recap of events (?). :)

Wednesday - ENGLISH and ECONOMICS can only mean one thing: DOUBLE DEATH.
Ever since last year, I have been not so excited when it comes to taking English exams. And the exam for this quarter didn't really make any difference. Sure, it was shorter.. But it was not easy (contrary to what most people say).. I especially had a difficult time arranging the friggin' sentences in order so as to achieve paragraph unity and coherence. Also the YES or NO part racked my brains.. Grrrr... Well, moving on.. The Economics exam was harder than that of the first quarter particularly the matching part segment. I sort of guessed the answers to the last four items because I didn't have any idea what those parts of the graph were called.. And to add to my "misery", I got the first of the last two problems wrong. Actually, my initial answer was correct but due to my "careless checking" I changed my friggin' answer only to find out that I was correct in the first place. Major crap!

Thursday - PHYSICS and CL .. WAHAHAHA!
The physics exam was... HARD. Hehe.. I mean what do expect from a science exam? Although it was pretty difficult, I think that the problems were amusing.. Secret agent stuff.. Heehee :) And the CL exam was.... sort of fun page - ish :) I mean there was a "search - a - word (imbento!) puzzle" thingy, scramble the letters, and draw a symbol part.. Hehehe.. It was fun actually. (Do you get plus points if you encircled Jhun Cute?) :p

Friday - MATH and FILIPINO; LAST DAY OF EXAMS
The Math exam was all about graphs and functions (Oh crap!)... But it was actually easier than what most of my classmates expected.. (Buti na lang!) However, the Filipino exam (which I really studied for) was pretty challenging specifically the last part, which was about translation. Gawd.. It was sooooo confusing... I think I guessed most of my answers. WAHAHAHA! :)

I'm sooooooooooooooooo thrilled, and relieved that the exams are done, over... *sigh* I hope I pass all of them.. Actually not just pass.. I hope I did well.. :)

I finished reading Angus, thongs, and full - frontal snogging last night. It's really funny. :) Everyone should read it! It makes you want to think about kissing.. and the like. Right now, I actually want to get snogged by a sex god! LOL! :p (I'll blog about the book next time..)

I am currently reading Schindler's List. It's a difficult book to read.. Ha! And I'm planning on reading the sequel to Angus... It's called On the Bright Side, I'm now the Girlfriend of a Sex God.. Hmm.. When do I get to meet my Sex God? WAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

Why do napkins have wings? They're not birds.. Bangag.. :p

I was looking for some love quotes today, and I found some really nice ones.. :)

The best way to love is to love like you have never been hurt .
--Anonymous

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
--Robert Frost

No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.
--Francois Mocuriac

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
--Unknown

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
--Albert Einstein

I have never wanted to be one of those girls in love with boys who would not have me. Unrequited love-plain desperate aboveboard boy-chasing-turned you into a salesperson, and what you were selling was something he didn't want, could not use, would never miss. Unrequited love was deciding to be useless, and I could never abide uselessness.
--Elizabeth McCracken

To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others.
--Francois Mauriac

To love is to admire with the heart; to admire is to love with the mind.
--Theophile Gantier

Haaay.. Isn't it so wonderful to love, and be loved in return? Don't get me wrong.. I'm not in love ah.. :p I guess I just miss that feeling.. :) *sigh*

Before I forget, I'm done with my HRR speech! YES! Joke time.. :) Hehehe :) I'm soooooo glad I didn't get teary - eyed or too nervous. Hehehe :) I guess there was no time pressure. Serena told me that my speech lasted for about six minutes.. Whoa! That's three minutes over time.. :) It's ok.. What matters is that right now, it's over and that I'm feeling sooooo happy.. (Ooohh Ooohh) :p

LOVE + PEACE = INFORMATION -- Hearts in Atlantis, Stephen King

Hmm.. We had our graduation pictures taken yesterday afternoon. It was one heck of an experience.. I arrived at school around 2:30 pm to have my hair done, etc.. When I arrived, there were like 20 people before me or something.. and Mellow was collecting money and everything (they ordered food from Mcdo and Jollibee..) and some of my classmates were walking/running around.. *sigh* Basta ang gulo! Moreover, we were running behind schedule because ....... Anyway, my classmates look really, really pretty.. :) and Monique had her eyebrows shaved? :) Yikee! After one and a half hours or so.. I had my hair and make - up done. Weehee.. :) My hair was "ironed".. and I think I looked alright.. :) After that, I had my picture taken. I was a cowgirl for my informal. (Thanks Macy for the suggestions!) :p I'm glad it's over.. *sigh*

I also went to the Ateneo with Cox, Mellow, Debra, Anna, Coy, Aveline, and Kristina for the Program for Excellence in Math. We started with permutations yesterday morning. I guess it was really interesting. :) Heehee.. :)

Have to finish my CL thingy.. and HRR speech.. and THE proj... Crap..

Hmmm.. We had our physics long test today. It was about forces, all kinds of forces (i.e. gravitational force, frictional force.. blah.. blah).. *sigh* Anyway, I wasn't able to study well last night because I fell asleep! Hehehe :) Good thing, I was able to sort of understand certain "patterns" on how you can solve problems on forces. .. And now, after taking the test, I think it was quite ok though I found it hard how to solve two problems.. I actually thought that nothing would be as tough as projectiles.. Ha!

We also had our Human Anatomy and Physiology exam this afternoon.. Haaaay.. Grabe.. Because I fell asleep last night, I wasn't able to study much for this test as well. That only means one thing: I had to study everything in passing today. Gawd... I was so nervous before elective time.. Anyhow, I took the friggin test, and I think it was easier than what I expected.. (Yey!) Even though I think it was ok, I still had to guess some answers (Haha!). I mean what's the derivative of the epidermis that is transparent and usually colorless??? Heh..

I'm just glad both tests are over.. Heehee :)

Elective next semester: Introduction to Calculus
Awww.. No more Human Ana and Phys.. I'll miss Mrs. Delfin!

Before I forget, the winners of the Eco Week were given certificates today. Ha! Coy, Anna, and I weren't even called even though we participated in the EcoQuiz. Sa bagay, talo naman kami.. Heeheehee :)

We finished watching Dead Poets' Society today, English time. I think it's a good film (though I didn't hear much of the dialogues because I was sitting at the back of the room). Anyway, I liked some quotes from the film that I searched for them on the net..

"I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep, and suck out all the marrow of life.. to put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived." --- Neil (From Henry David Thoreau)

"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race, and the human race is filled with passion. Medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits, and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love ... these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, 'O me! O life! Of the questions of these recurring, of the endless trains of the faithless... of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life? Answer. That you are here, that life exists and identity; that the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse.' That powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?" --John Keating

"I thought the purpose of education was to learn to think for yourself." --John Keating

AMEN to all of these! :p